Beautyfiend77

beautyfiend77 @ 2006-04-07T14:22:00

2006-04-07T19:25:18Z

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and also...

so in other words, happy birthday to us!

beautyfiend77 @ 2006-02-13T15:25:00

2006-02-13T21:26:38Z

does anyone have an ipod they'd like to sell?

or possibly anyone that can hook me up with a good deal for one

mine just died yesterday and i'm going a little crazy without and i really would love to have it or another one. asap.

beautyfiend77 @ 2005-12-30T00:56:00

2005-12-30T06:56:04Z

so i made a purse tonight for nick's sister

i'm damn proud of myself

beautyfiend77 @ 2005-12-06T23:40:00

2005-12-07T05:40:47Z

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=17595624&Mytoken=c653b109-f555-4efc-a390-54187df9c88b

that gross girl has an odd obsession with nick

...they only met once, two days ago.

beautyfiend77 @ 2005-10-26T23:18:00

2005-10-27T04:18:23Z

yayay!!!

go white sox.

yay south side

beautyfiend77 @ 2005-10-09T23:52:00

2005-10-10T04:53:32Z

its moments like these when all i want to do is grab my puppy and cuddle up in a mass of cuddly warm blankets and put in a good long movie.

i do no want to wake up for school tomorrow

beautyfiend77 @ 2005-10-07T18:43:00

2005-10-07T23:43:22Z

fuck yea
♥

beautyfiend77 @ 2005-10-05T23:49:00

2005-10-06T04:50:31Z

am i the only one who thinks this new(er) season of america's next top model is horrible?

i cannot stand any of the girls

beautyfiend77 @ 2005-09-29T15:42:00

2005-09-29T20:43:21Z

good god.

i cant believe certain friends sometimes.

i'd like to actually see you go through with half the things you say.

grow up

beautyfiend77 @ 2005-09-26T23:18:00

2005-09-27T04:19:23Z

My anger is a sign of disgust with myself
A stewing serenade I hear the sirens on their way
The chemicals inside of me just kept on swimming through my veins
Maybe I should make a move and try to leave this all behind
I listen to the absence of noise
Dead summer breeze, I’m inflated with suspicions
Seems I’ve identified again the criminal of my intent
Imagine exercising that same routine you reinvent
I’m just a cold face on the street
slow and somber in my patterns
I’m just a friend you’ll never meet
I am the love that never happens
My days exist in meaningless ways
I need a way to shake this
I’m making lost time famous
My heart goes rushing to my head whatever happened to me
Weeks spin forward I’m aware that I’ve been living in reverse
I always hesitate like the future is engraved
Roots here grow really deep they’re networked beneath the city streets
It’s a structured kind of madness
I always turn away back to a safer fate
I always hesitate

i ♥ the lawrence arms

ps. heres a cute pic from homecoming. i'll have more soon.

i miss my lizzy.

beautyfiend77 @ 2005-09-23T10:13:00

2005-09-23T17:14:01Z

Leave a comment and
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written...

beautyfiend77 @ 2005-08-21T01:14:00

2005-08-21T06:18:52Z

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20050820/ap_on_re_us/thompson_memorial

i saw this and i immediately thought of mr. carroll, andrew h.s. photo teacher. if you've had him, then you'd know how big of a fan he was of hunter s. thompson. i remember mr carroll told us (as in my class) that hts told him that thats how he is going to go out. and i really really hope that mr. carroll was there to witness that

on another note, me and nick had a relationship changing talk tonight. it started out me being extremely close to walking away and ended with both of us crying and holding each other. things are excellent right now. and i know they'll stay that way.

i <3 cold nonna's pizza.

beautyfiend77 @ 2005-07-28T18:29:00

2005-07-28T23:29:45Z

ok so

last time i posted that i got a new dog, the thing turned insane over night

however

i got a new puppy today, 2 months old and is the second cutest dog i've ever seen in my life. pugsley of course being the first.

so everyone, meet my cavalier king charles spaniel, gizmo

he seriously looks like a little stuffed animal

and he likes my toes. please excuse my ugly feet/legs. i get a lot of blisters and random scratches

i adore him

<33

beautyfiend77 @ 2005-07-23T01:41:00

2005-07-23T06:42:52Z

jahsh's and tina's reception was last night

it was a lot fun and i got to see awesome people that i missed

i only took a couple pictures..i feel awkward walking around with a camera and plus i dont want anything to happen to it..it was tad bit on the expensive side.

but here are the pictures i did manage to take

nick likes to do his hair lately

it looks like my face is melting off..or maybe just my eye?

proof that brendan really is a doober.

and of course brad and nick

i failed to get pictures of the bride and groom. i suck.

oh well...it was a fun night

i got my car window fixed today thank god..i cant live without my car, as pathetic as that sounds.

but it turns out mr. phil lash had a bowling ball thrown through his car too, but through the windshield. insane. i guess the police are going full into investigation about it

guess what..

i might be getting this puppy-

he is a newfoundland and is in kalamazoo michigan. my parents are going out there tomorrow and on monday. i cannot wait..i've always wanted a newfoundland

beautyfiend77 @ 2005-07-22T00:09:00

2005-07-22T05:12:21Z

i still have no clue what happened. argh

beautyfiend77 @ 2005-07-21T02:17:00

2005-07-21T07:18:05Z

ok stupid people of tinley park

before i get into that actually..

today was a day from hell. being called into work an hour earlier, almost being run off the road by a stupid woman, not getting a break at all at work for a 7 hour shift, having back pain like no other....

and then after visiting with nick at his house, i get into my car, drive just around the corner and then i notice something..

my whole fucking rear window..

smashed in

to little itty bitty pieces. which were all over my car, including my dashboard.

i go back to nicks house because i had no idea what to do..and then to my surprise, nick's dad noticed a bowling ball in my front passenger seat on the gound

wtf?!

some fucking idiot threw a bowling ball into my car

why? i have no clue.

but i am thankful for three things:

1. i was not in my car when it happend

2. it didnt hit my glove compartment where my ipod was

3. the ball didnt go through my front window

so please, anyone who knows me/reads my journal, if you have any of the slightest ideas of who might've done this- contact me ASAP.

ps. the bowling ball had the initials PJB on it..any ideas?

pps. i want to hurt someone

ppps. i'll have pictures to share soon.

</3

beautyfiend77 @ 2005-07-16T01:07:00

2005-07-16T06:14:06Z

yes i'm a nerd..but nick gonz and kevin took their picture first and i felt left out, so i got one too.

i got to make a wand, its awesome

saw cute little kids all dressed up

it was fun

yes, it was

beautyfiend77 @ 2005-07-12T23:51:00

2005-07-13T04:53:10Z

i just worked 7 straight hours

all on my feet

with no break

is it just me or is this not right?

ugh

beautyfiend77 @ 2005-07-10T01:29:00

2005-07-10T06:37:41Z

i <3 my new lay out. designed by me!

i have a job..finally

i work at wet seal

blah blah..its weird. i'm on call more than i'm scheduled to work. lame

i want to get my nose pierced lately. i dont know why

i really want to get my tattoos lately..seriously ..wanting them

this summer is slowly getting better...lets hope that keeps up

i was driving to target a couple days ago on 159th and right in front of turtle wax, a momma duck and her three little ducklings decide to cross the road..almost gettting run over by like two inches..i was just about having a heart attack watching it. because yes, i stopped. and watched.

all the ducks made it though
so thats good
i'm off to bed
♥

beautyfiend77 @ 2005-06-29T00:17:00

2005-06-29T05:18:12Z

so i layed in bed all day with a 102 degree fever, in other words, my body temperature was as hot as it was outside LAME..then i got better and went to mojoes. and then i got worse and went to nicks house for swimming. boo for not having a swim suit on me. o well..barbecue and swimming tomorrow? i hope so.

lots of pictures..weeeeee

before mojoes..its nick by the way

uh..world wrestling federation?

concentration..

curious little boy

weird.

goggle man!

strike a pose!...

even when she looks like this, liz is still hotter than you...i ♥ liz

chickennn

then he fell out

construct a duck path..what?

we. are. awesome.

we. are. also. pale. and liz is straight edge ha!

yay for new friends! brittany is better than you.

it really was love at first sight..

you really dont want to know..

seriously..you really really dont want to know

no words can describe this.

ah..interesting night, but nonetheless, fuuuuuuuun.

i'm hungry.

dying..

2005-06-28T00:18:44Z

ok

someone gave me a sore throat

and when i find out who did,

i am going to kick her/him

ugh

beautyfiend77 @ 2005-06-14T21:26:00

2005-06-15T02:26:40Z

All dogs do go to heaven...

RIP Pugsley ♥

March 16, 1993- June 13, 2005

...you gave me the best 12 years of my life..i will miss you so much...

i love you and will always think about you

this is so hard for me

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beautyfiend77 @ 2005-05-09T16:05:00

2005-05-09T21:06:12Z

so i noticed this necklace on ebay and i must have it..but get rid of the sacred heart..gah..

must have it

beautyfiend77 @ 2005-05-08T01:20:00

2005-05-08T06:22:50Z

me and nick in the limo

liz bre michelle and me at pee-rom

i really dont remember this being taken

our lovely professional picture

the next morning at great america

on our way to the zoo

yea..this came out weird because we had the curtain thing open

hippo love

my hair looks funny and really red

nick and mike..and a gecko

if only they were real gorillas...then i'd be no where near them

who doesnt love fighting flamingos?

this was from tonight at nicks house..i love my double chin ..not

10 more days of school left...fuckin awesome and i cant wait to leave. the only things i'll miss are my friends who are going away to college and graphic arts aka best class ever.

cant wait

beautyfiend77 @ 2005-04-26T19:37:00

2005-04-27T00:38:18Z

where do i begin...the last three days have gone by so fast and have been a lot of fun..

friday- woke up way to early and sat around for the longest time then got my hair done and got all classy in my dress. nick, his parents, gonz and naj came over for some pictures, then off to kates house for more pictures for like an hour, but surprisingly it went by so fast. the limo came and picked us up. our limo was soo awesome. sierra mist in champagne glasses.. got to the dance..got our groove on and mingled amongst the crowd. back to the limo and out to dinner downtown. the cutest restaurant ever and super good food (amore) on the way back the limo took us down lake shore drive. i dont think i've ever seen such huge waves at 1 in the morning. it was really neat to see. back to kates house to sleep. cuddled with nick..derek giggling..weenie snoring.. didnt fall asleep til like 4:30-5 in the morning..ugh

saturday- woke up at 6:30 to eat and get ready for great america. yes, we went to great america on the coldest day in april and it snowed. got there around 10:30 i think. it was very cold. nick waited with me for the roller coasters he didnt go on<3(i'm so not a roller coaster person) food is extremely over priced there. found a really cute store as weird there as it sounds and i got a tank top with sparkly cherries on it and nick bought pink flip flips with white hearts on them for me..so cute. got home around 8:30..showered. nick came by with taco bell..he left and i went to bed

sunday- woke up at 2. yes 2, i was sleep deprived like there was no tomorrow. went shopping with my mom and sister..dinner then nick came by and we went to caribou coffee for goodness and then we went to see amittyville horror. scariest movie i have ever seen. went back to his house and did gymnastics in his living room.

monday- went to the zoo with nick, liz, her boy mike, and bre. it was a lot of fun

here are some pictures from mine and kates house before prom

i loved the back of my dress

my boys

makeup shot

my favorite one

me and my kindergarten best friend <3

from left to right: grant, ryan, nick, weenie, justin, and derek

from left to right: colleen (to hawt to have a date), whitney (went with weenie), danielle (went with justin), me (nick of course), danielle (went with derek), steph (went with grant), and kate (went with ryan)

walking to the limo

getting in the limo, which ruled

more will come